Hye! Do u know at this time,at this moment.at this minute,at this second,i really really really really ANGRY? Please la, i thought you are big enough, you are able to think properly,but you dissapointed me not only once...Sometimes i feel tired for being with you,but i still telling myself not to lose my hand,you know why? Because I love you! Its just that simple. Why you want to misunderstood me? I already tried my best to not to be so close with my friends(boys),because i know you don't like it. Okay,fine! I always try to build a gap between guys and me, i never cross the gap..If yes, i would definately tell myself to stop doing that because i feel guilty whe i face you. In fact, you said Mr.A 'an lian'me. After i checked, i can 100+1% comfirm with you, he do not an lian me,in fact,he an lian other girl,not me okay?! When i call you and trying to explain to you, you say you are not talking about me,but i remember vividly in the message, you said he an lian me..You straight away hang off my call but i haven't finish my explanation,this made me feel angry because firstly, you are no manner and secondly, how could you said this to me? You make feel like i am going crazy. I don't like people to misunderstood me especially you. You know you are such an important guy for me and i never want to lose you. My feelings now are so complicated, you thought you could solve everything by turning off your handphone. If you think so,its okay..i will ask you to go on...

东禅寺，我与你无缘。。

今年的新年到现在都没到东禅去，原因很多:不是因为没有时间,就是读书..今天原本跟妈妈计划要去那里的,因为刚好我妹妹在那里当义工,想过去那里看看走走..那里每年都布置到很漂亮,有一排排红红的的灯笼,有色彩缤纷的灯,有很多美丽的花,有很多我以前的朋友也有很多美好的回忆..但是今年我去不成..今年妈妈约凯一家人去,其实我已料到他不能去了..他有很多功课要赶..说真的,知道他不去时,一度我不能接受.但是想想,这种事情我还会一直遇到,如果我每一次都不能接受的话,那么痛苦的人是我.不能一起去是一个事实,即使我再怎样不开心他也不能去不是吗?所以聪明的我决定不要去想这么多了..今年去不成还有明年啊..哈哈(不懂这个笑代表什么意思）。但是我又想，如果能去·。应该。。很开心.但，还是接受吧！其实我现在心情很矛盾，EMO-ING啊。。无论如何，只想告诉自己，别再哭了..jiayou=)