My Heart....

There is a girl named Yuen came and chat with me in MSN just now.At the beginning,i do not know who is she.She told me that she is Ah Yuen and i thought she is another Ah Yuen that i knew her through MSN.I do not want to talk to her because i found that she is so annoying.I then lied to her that i gonna go out already.But then,at that moment,i accidentally saw her display picture...OMG!! She is...she is....she is my ex bf's youngest sister.How come?!! I asked myself many many times.Why didn't i realize that this Ah Yuen is my ex bf's sister,Ah Yuen.I felt sorry to this little girl.Without thinking that much,i told her that i am not going out already so i continue to chat with her in MSN.When i was chatting with her,all the memories between my ex bf,his family and me reappeared in my brain again...All the memories-Sweet/Sadness? This little cutie is so naive and i don't want to talk and touch about our past(my ex+me).I tried to 'sabar'...After talking to her,i felt like i am really not one of the family member of their family.I am no longer her sister anymore(cause she used to call me as sister/sister-in-law). Funny right? We are so close to each other,we love ech other so much...and she told me just now,she said:"I want to cry when i talk to you!" then i replied:"Why?Don't be like this...I am so sorry...." She then said:"Don't say sorry...." I knew the reason why she felt she wanted to cry just now because i had the same feeling with her.I really miss the time we played together...But now,everything is gone.... My heart was going to drop out after listening to what had she say...so sad and so sour.....I am trying very hard to forget about my bf and she makes me think of the time we have been together....But,it was OVER!! Come On,Huey Ping!! Everything is over!! I should wake up....
My Buddha....help me!! I have to face it!! Accept the truth!!