空想念

一个人躲在房间 独自面对电脑 这时候的我 感觉很孤单
空气突然变化无常 我不能自己 这时候的我 开始想你了
想念你 希望你也想念我
想念你 希望能引起你的注意
想念你 是乎已成了生活中的一部分
想念你 是一场无奈的空想念
时刻傻傻望着手机 许多画面浮现脑海
这时候的我 又在...想你了

词:Bull Dog

On 17 of April....^^

Well,bcoz of my sis had singing class on tht day(17/4)so my mum sent her to eng ann lo..after tht,we need to wait for my sis lo...the class started at 9.30pm until 10.15pm...within this 45 minutes,we decided to go to my bf's hse lo...behind only ma..okay lo..i reached his house....as usual lo,we 'stick'together and talked talked talked non-stop...then he asked me to enter his room..he said he had something to give me..then i pun followed him to enter his room lo...my mum and his mum were talking at dining room..well,only me and him in the room,even though this was not the first time both of us inside the room but dunno why tht day i felt nervous a bit...Mayb is bcoz of he said he wanna give me something gua...then again we talked talked and talked lo..LoL...then i cant b patient and asked him d:" What u wanna give me huh?" He then replied:"Nothing ar!!" then i asked again v my hand lend out(wan him to give me):"what's tht?" He smiled at me and said wait...Heng~Made me nervous again...then he asked me to close my eyes...then i dun wan..u noe la...i m notty ma..u ask me to close my eyes...definately i wont close my eyes....i pura pura close then open a bit and see wat he wanna give me lo...and i also lie to him tht i m closing my eyes v my hands..but actually,i can see one coz the gaps between my fingers open ma..but then,he is so clever la!! he knew tht i will open my eyes then he dun wan take it out and then asked me to coperate o...somemore,he took my hand and put on his legs so tht i cant pura pura..Okay lo,this time i really corperate d...i close my eyes,i dun even open my eyes..hehe... first,he holded my left hand...and i heard some sounds coming out from his pocket...then i waited lo..he was so slow la...then i asked him unpatiently:"y u so slow one?" haha...see,i like to bully him one...Finally,he took it out and put it on my fourth finger...He then asked me to feel wat's tht...i guess it RIGHT!! Its a RING!! he told me tht this ring was made by him...I was so touching at tht moment..i give hiim a hug...and a kiss..hehe...i8SX ar...dun see dun see....keke...then we started the story lo...he said on tht day he took this ring from his college,he was very afraid tht the robber will rob him..then this ring gone...therefore,he went back earlier from his college in order to protect ths ring..haha..i kept laughing only....he summore show this ring to his parents....his mum said:"ceh..not for me also...dun wan to bother(in a kidding way la)"..then he showed it to his dad lo,his dad comment a bit on this ring la..this is very first time he did this...this ring is so precious..coz it is the only tht can b found in this world...What is wriiten on this ring is....*KAILOVEPING*..
And...of coz...Ping love Kai also(from my heart)...hehe^^
Hey,Chong Zheng Kai,this is ur promise to me!! Dun forget!!
k la..gonna slp nw,already 12.01am...

I M Crazy!!

Nowadays,he is very busy with his homeworks...he told me tht his exam is coming soon,and therefore,he has to do his homeworks..Well,i thought tht i m an understanding gf..But the fact is,i m NOT!! I couldnt be patient when he did not hv time to accompany me...Coz...i m very afraid loneliness...its real one...i m very very very afraid of loneliness...I know..everyone needs their private space..But i cant...i can give everyone their private space but not U! I just wan u to accomapany me so tht i dun feel tht my life is so dull...But y? Again and again...i feel tht i m so lonely..i wan to overcome this problem..tht's y i said tht i m crazy!! I m crazy liao la!! Y cant i 'ti liang' u?? i wan too....but i really cant...Sorry...I hope tht u can forgive me...But as u n i know,once the problem appear in our relationship then they will forever be there....mayb u will think tht i am the cause of this problem,coz i think tht way also...watever la,u will never understand wat i feel rite now..just let it be!! i got no words to say...Speechless nw...and Crying...