Delta,HQ

Does any sweet memories appears? Yea,i do...at Delta HQ.I have stepped my first step to Delta this Monday,taking PA under Mr.Ponnusamy.The feelings are different...Now,i go there once a week,and all my friends are totally different too..they are mostly from High School..I missed last time,where we went there earlier before the class started and hang out with my gang(Mummy,Gurl gurl,Nanny,Safwan,Joanne,Cecelia and many more)
Now,my friends are not there already,some of them go to college,some go to goverment school,all of us separate d...Miss them so much...every side,every corner in Delta makes me reflash to the past..we sat at the hall,reading,eating,talking,playing,taking photos and so on...and somemore sumpah wan to be the best achiever in year 2008,with my big big picture on the board...mana tau,belakang punya pun tak jadi...PA class is at room 14,remember room 14?the class we used for Maths and Physic(if i m not mistaken la)
i look at the row we usually sit,yuha,me,gurl gurl,see kai...wah...suddenly feel very sad...

If we were still in f5,wasn't it good?At least,it is never a difficulty for us to meet up.....at Delta!!

TANGO‘s teori,here I cOme...

听人家说，爱情就好比跳Tango这样。。怎么说呢？首先，Tango是由两个人跳的，跟爱情一样，是两个人的事。。如果多了一个人，Tango就跳不成了。。Tango的跳法靠的是两人的默契的，这并非是一件简单的事因为两个舞者必须相依相靠，这样才能把Tango跳的好。。在感情生活上，情侣也需要默契和相依相靠才能把感情维持下去。有听过‘人生如戏，戏如人生’吗？在这个情况下，我把它改为‘人生如歌，歌如人生’，这是特地用来形容Tango和感情的。。当歌曲响起时，舞者就开始舞动身子，直到歌曲停的那一刻，那将会是很完美，很perfect的performance。感情也一样啊，歌开始了就好比情侣开始他们的恋爱；-从开始慢慢发展到最后结婚，那将会是歌曲的停点，一样是perfect的。最重要的一样，当舞者在跳Tango时，他们总是你进一步，我退一步；我退一步，你进一步的。爱情也是一样的道理，两个不同的人在一起相处，难免会为了生活上的一点小事而起冲突。在这个时候，我们必须发挥Tango的精神，互相礼让，你进时，我退一步；我进时，你退一步，这样生活就会少了争执，幸福美满的生活就是你的啦！还有，在吵架时，也要运用Tango's teori咯。。

Bukit Cahaya,Shah Alam

我一直很想去Bukit Cahaya叻。。。所以有感而发，将它作为我的blog的题目。。我一直都没有机会去·。。。很讨厌的咯。。。听说那里很漂亮，有山有水。。又可以骑脚踏车。。哇！实在太爽了。。现在回想起，我已经很久没有做运动了！！哈哈。。。不知道我的手手脚脚有没有生锈了呢..我班上的朋友跟我说她去到‘闲’了，好羡慕她。。希望有一天能和大伙们一起去放松一下，玩一下。。增进感情。。你们有谁想去吗？还是也和我的朋友一样，去到‘闲’了？

Yes,I'm Back !!

不知道是不是放下了，现在的我不会像前阵子这样抗拒blogspot了。以前我害怕开blog因为怕我的手会不知觉又去click那个blog..还好，我现在还算okay了。哇！！实在太久没blogging了，手指好像生锈这样，不过这也不出奇，每个人都这样啦（我个人觉得啦）哈哈！先说我的电脑先啦。我有webcam了咯，所以可以常常跟我的男朋友谈天，不过也不可以每天啦，因为他的弟弟也要用电脑的嘛，所以自己‘醒目’啦，哈哈！还有，做了很多东西。。现在我用电脑不用这样pek chek了咯。suppose现在我手里拿着书啃的，但是sorry lo我现在是手不离键盘，嘀嗒嘀嗒地。。。嗯，知道啦。。不用说。你们最近还好吗？先在大家各忙各的，读书的读书，paktoh的paktoh，还有什么叻？暂时想不到contoh,haha..XD 不懂现在的我们还想不想以前这样叻,总是这样天真。。这个问题大家想想吧。。
噢，对！还没跟大家说一下前几天我去interview SPA的事。。星期三早上是一个很美的早上（不懂我为什么会这样觉得,反正对我来说每个早上都一样的啦)我爸爸妈妈带我去。。原本是一个很好的早上哪里知道，爸爸妈妈吵架了，爸爸忘了时间，妈妈已经跟爸爸说好了的，八点开始的，爸爸还要去setia alam吃，那是已经是七点多了，爸爸就说根本赶不及，这里去putrajaya要一个小时多，而且我们还不懂在哪里，到那里了还要找一下地方。爸爸怪妈妈没跟他讲可是妈妈昨晚已经跟他商量过了，时间也是爸爸自己定的，现在他又说这样，我很矛盾，不知道要帮数说话。他们两个在车上吵吵下，爸爸竟然说不要去了，不是他不要载我去，而是赶不到去。。妈妈竟然也说不要去，我当时整个人傻掉。" huh,不要去？？！"爸爸问我可不可以不要去，我无奈地说；“不用紧啦”然后就静静地低头看着下面。。车就这样移动了。。但还好，佛陀庇佑我！爸爸不是回家，是走highway，哇！！我又有希望了，我也有信息他，他一路上一直鼓励我，他说这是我失而复得的机会，叫我要好好把握机会，他支持我。到一路上我一直看手表，很怕迟到，被取消资格。一路上停了很多次，问路咯，不是上厕所，哈哈！！终于到了，我对自己说要加油，你得机会来了。看下时间，迟到几分钟，还好，没怎样，很顺利地去考试，考试的部分不难，因为根本不是什么考试来的，只是叫你回答，ya/tidak。最糟糕是要用铅笔涂黑，我只带了钢笔，没带铅笔，就厚着脸皮举手跟负责人讲咯，还好有位朋友借了我一只铅笔，他应该就是佛陀的化身吧，全场的人没有一个要有多余的铅笔，只有他有，真的是谢谢他! 考完后才是正式的面试，号码拿了，我就等咯，我拿5011，第十一个。下一个就到我了，喔很怕，真的很怕，怕到脚的muscle好像在抖这样，不之脚，就连手和身体都在都抖。妈妈陪我讲话，我知道他的目地是为了要分散我的紧张，可是当时我根本讲不出话。我甚至有想过放弃的念头，想马上走人了的。可是想到今天早上的事，我差一点没去还有他对我的期待，我坚持一定要撑下去！终于到我的turn了，妈妈陪我走到门口，我深呼吸一下，跟自己说加油就进去了。里面有两个人，一男一女。他们开始问我了。The conversations is written below:

A(Women) :Chong Huey Ping,bolehkah saya panggil anda Chong?atau Ping?
Me :Watever!!
A :Anda boleh memperkenalkan diri anda dan keluarga.
Me :huh?
A :Memperkenalkan diri anda dan keluarga.
Me :Bolen ulang lagi sekali ar?
B(Man) :Memperkenalkan kamu dan juga ahli keluarga anda.
Me(gigil):Oh,introduce myself is it?Okay.Nama saya Chong Huey Ping,umur 18,sekarang belajar di f6 High School Klang,saya ada seorang adik prempuan,saya tinggal bersama ibu bapa saya.Sudah habis cakap.
A :Kalau boleh,semua cakap dalam bahasa.
Me :Bahasa?bahasa inggeris ar?
A :Bukan,bhs melayu sbb sekarang semua jabatan kerajaan gun bhs melayu.
Me :oh,okay.

And then they started asking me questions.the arragement of question had been mixed up,coz i forgot d.

A :Ping,adakah anda berminat blm bidang jururawat?
Me :(smile)tak.saya tak minat.
A :kalau kamu minat,saya boleh rekomed kamu jadi jururawat,kerana sekarang jawatan yg kamu mohon ni tiada'space'.
Me :oh,tapi saya mmg tak suka.
A :Siapakah Menteri Kementerian Kesihatan M'sia?
Me :Dato Liao Chiong Lai (straight away translate from chinese)haha
A :Dato Liao Tiong Lai.
Me :oh.
B :Hafal Pukun Negara.
Me :Kepercayaan kpr Tuhan.Keya.....(then i stopped,coz i was gaving the defination of it)haha..Moral... saya terpula.saya sgt cemas sekarang.
B :Jgn cemas,jusr relax.
Me :eh,eh....eh.....kesopanan dan kesusilaan,kedaulatan undang-undang.
A :eh,sekarang boleh ingat,tadi tak boleh ingat.haha...
A :Apakah yg anda tahu dgn piramid makanan?
Me :oh,food piramid.lapisan terbawah ialah carbohydrate...........bla bla bla...wat i know is i gave her all the info in english,even though i was told by them not to use english in the interview.
A :Nama Perdana Menteri ke-1 sampai ke-5.
Me :(laughing when i was answering) Tunku Abdul..........
A :Kenapa kamu ketawa pula?
Me :tak ade la
A :siapa Timbalan PM?
me :saya terlupa la..haha
B :katalah tangan saya terluka dan ade kayu kat dlm,dlm gmbr x ray,kamu boleh nampak kayu tak?
Me :tak boleh,lita hanya boleh nampak ada brg kat dlm,tak boleh nampak kayu kat dlm.
B :kalau metal boleh nampak?
Me :boleh.
B :katakan tgn saya patah,merujuk krd gmbr x ray,macam mana kamu tahu thg saya patah.
Me :tgn kita ada 1 tulang yg mencantum,kalau kita nampak tulang itu patah,so tgn sudah patah la.
B :kamu tau tak dinding x ray diperbuat drp apa?
Me :tak tau.
B :dinding nya sgt special,but drp lead.
Me :oh,lead.
A :Baik,terima kasih.anda boleh keluar skrg.

this was my interview la.very long n siens ler..haha..thanks for finish reading.if u felt tired,i m sorry la,i tell in details nia...haha


=)
from,
Stephanie

New skul Life:(

well,i m now studying for form 6 at high sch klg...i m nw in the class 6B3..its bio first class la..but then i wan to change to art stream...i m going to choose history,econs and bm after this...hate form 6 la...this is the first week i been at tht sch...so the this week also considered as our orientation week..the president and the committee of the orientation week all very fierce...shouted at us...somemore wat new sch culture..mesti menghormati cikgo n all the seniors..if v see any seniors o committee o president o teachers must wish them good morning,bla bla bla....wat stupid sch is it?forcing students to b like this...and we hvnt started being play by the comittee ler...they will play us ask us to beg on them n so on...buy chocolate,lolipop.....to pens n so on la...haizz..really hate tht la....dun like form 6...first day schooling already got hw...today lagi...the bil teacher gave us a ques ask us to write a full page of full scape paper-what is Biology?then u write la..wat u think bout bio...and another ques-describe characteristic/process of livinf organisms carry out.wat ques like this...no books to refer,no clues...haiz...jus wrote lo...bla bla bla...the teacher do her own things and ask us to write these...then pass up to her...pengajian am the teacher very boding la,summore u know wat he say when the student asked him question...kalau tak silap saya...teacher can ragu ragu one ar??cant tahan...chemistry got 41 chapters to do...assesment...haizz..hate la!! no mood to write d la...

Arghh!~~

空想念

一个人躲在房间 独自面对电脑 这时候的我 感觉很孤单
空气突然变化无常 我不能自己 这时候的我 开始想你了
想念你 希望你也想念我
想念你 希望能引起你的注意
想念你 是乎已成了生活中的一部分
想念你 是一场无奈的空想念
时刻傻傻望着手机 许多画面浮现脑海
这时候的我 又在...想你了

词:Bull Dog

On 17 of April....^^

Well,bcoz of my sis had singing class on tht day(17/4)so my mum sent her to eng ann lo..after tht,we need to wait for my sis lo...the class started at 9.30pm until 10.15pm...within this 45 minutes,we decided to go to my bf's hse lo...behind only ma..okay lo..i reached his house....as usual lo,we 'stick'together and talked talked talked non-stop...then he asked me to enter his room..he said he had something to give me..then i pun followed him to enter his room lo...my mum and his mum were talking at dining room..well,only me and him in the room,even though this was not the first time both of us inside the room but dunno why tht day i felt nervous a bit...Mayb is bcoz of he said he wanna give me something gua...then again we talked talked and talked lo..LoL...then i cant b patient and asked him d:" What u wanna give me huh?" He then replied:"Nothing ar!!" then i asked again v my hand lend out(wan him to give me):"what's tht?" He smiled at me and said wait...Heng~Made me nervous again...then he asked me to close my eyes...then i dun wan..u noe la...i m notty ma..u ask me to close my eyes...definately i wont close my eyes....i pura pura close then open a bit and see wat he wanna give me lo...and i also lie to him tht i m closing my eyes v my hands..but actually,i can see one coz the gaps between my fingers open ma..but then,he is so clever la!! he knew tht i will open my eyes then he dun wan take it out and then asked me to coperate o...somemore,he took my hand and put on his legs so tht i cant pura pura..Okay lo,this time i really corperate d...i close my eyes,i dun even open my eyes..hehe... first,he holded my left hand...and i heard some sounds coming out from his pocket...then i waited lo..he was so slow la...then i asked him unpatiently:"y u so slow one?" haha...see,i like to bully him one...Finally,he took it out and put it on my fourth finger...He then asked me to feel wat's tht...i guess it RIGHT!! Its a RING!! he told me tht this ring was made by him...I was so touching at tht moment..i give hiim a hug...and a kiss..hehe...i8SX ar...dun see dun see....keke...then we started the story lo...he said on tht day he took this ring from his college,he was very afraid tht the robber will rob him..then this ring gone...therefore,he went back earlier from his college in order to protect ths ring..haha..i kept laughing only....he summore show this ring to his parents....his mum said:"ceh..not for me also...dun wan to bother(in a kidding way la)"..then he showed it to his dad lo,his dad comment a bit on this ring la..this is very first time he did this...this ring is so precious..coz it is the only tht can b found in this world...What is wriiten on this ring is....*KAILOVEPING*..
And...of coz...Ping love Kai also(from my heart)...hehe^^
Hey,Chong Zheng Kai,this is ur promise to me!! Dun forget!!
k la..gonna slp nw,already 12.01am...

I M Crazy!!

Nowadays,he is very busy with his homeworks...he told me tht his exam is coming soon,and therefore,he has to do his homeworks..Well,i thought tht i m an understanding gf..But the fact is,i m NOT!! I couldnt be patient when he did not hv time to accompany me...Coz...i m very afraid loneliness...its real one...i m very very very afraid of loneliness...I know..everyone needs their private space..But i cant...i can give everyone their private space but not U! I just wan u to accomapany me so tht i dun feel tht my life is so dull...But y? Again and again...i feel tht i m so lonely..i wan to overcome this problem..tht's y i said tht i m crazy!! I m crazy liao la!! Y cant i 'ti liang' u?? i wan too....but i really cant...Sorry...I hope tht u can forgive me...But as u n i know,once the problem appear in our relationship then they will forever be there....mayb u will think tht i am the cause of this problem,coz i think tht way also...watever la,u will never understand wat i feel rite now..just let it be!! i got no words to say...Speechless nw...and Crying...

Recipe for Cheese Cake~Yummy!!

(For 4 family members)Ingredients:
-Digestive Biscuit 1 pack-
-Unsalted Butter 120gram-
-Emulco a little bit-
-Cream Cheese 1 piece-
-Sugar 100gram-
-Carnation milk 80gram-
-Gelatine 1 tea spoon-
- Hot water 50gram-
-Lemon Juice 1 tea spoon-
Part A:(Bottom Part)
1.Press the digestive biscuit using hands into small pieces.
2.Add in a tea spoon of emulco.
3.Add in unsalted butter,blend all together until they are balanced.
4.Then,put it on the acuan(bm)tht u wan and press them hardly so tht they can stick together.
5.Put in into the freezer for about half an hour.

Part B:(Above Part)
1.Cream Cheese+sugar+carnation milk+galatine+hot water(with the right quantity),blend all together.
2.After that,add in a little bit of lemon juice(according to you how much u want to add in,if u like lemon,then u add more la)
3.Pour part B into part A and then place it in the refrigirator.
4.Next.draw some patterns on your cheese cake by pouring some emago on top and juz draw with the emulco.

Yeahz!!Finish d,U can serve it right nw.Is it easy ler?Come and learn it and make it for your love one..I m sure that they will feel touching...

I Dunno Wat I Wan!! DAMN!!

For me,this word,DAMN is considered rude d...in this case,i use this word coz i m really really really angry!! DAMN H**...Keep scolding me with those dirty words...Do u ever noe tht i hate dirty words?Especially when the words come out form ur dirty mouth...U r such a low standard ppl coz u had choosen to speak those dirty words..U r so CHEAP!! I m really sad...i wanna cry...and the tears like cant listen to me..i cant control..my tears...i cried bcoz of these??OMG!! Hueyping..Big Girl Dun Cry!!U ask me to think myself wat i wan to study..Okay..i think...i really think...i wan to b an air stewardess..then i tell u..DAMN U!!u started opposing me..say these n tht..then wat for u ask me to think?? U better tell me wat u wan me to be then i jus go for it...u happy then i happy lo,no need to be scolded at least v those dirty words..wat else i can do at home(u sk me this question)then i tell u la..i wan to online n chat,i like to sms..i dun care all hsework..bla bla...do u really think i m tht kind of person?i gotta finish my hsework then only can on my pc o else i hv to listen to those dirty words again..gotta see ur face colour 1st o else...i hate u...okay la,nw my dream really gone...say BYE BYE to air stewardess d...i m sad but i dunno hw to tell my bf..i dun wan him to be sad v me..i keep all deep inside my heart..i dun wan him to noe my mum characteristic..she is such a good actor...act good action in front of all the ppl n scold me v dirty words at behind..haizz..really disappointed v my life...if i can re-choose again,i would rather i never live in this world......

12-03-09,What A Stupid Day!!!!!!

I got 2A1,3A2,3B3,1B4 and 2C6 for my SPM..Damn...first of all,i dont feel tht sad also coz i think this shall be okay onw but then i saw most of my frens get better result than me then i started feel like why i got worse result than the others?Why i m so stupid?I recalled back my sch's life...Wat is my 'hui bao'for taking tuition at Delta for two years?i rushed here and there for two years and this is wat i got at last....i dont feel tht is it worth...But then wat i gonna v tht?i can change anything also eventhough i am sad now...so..i wan to b happy...i wan to b peatient and i wan to challenge my future challenge,that is...most probably form 6 i think...i MUST study very very very hard in order to score full A in my STPM..i dont care...In my life,i never get C before for my exam(UPSR,PMR)so,i m really a loser...
Today,12th of March..i will not let the HIstory re-happpen again and i will prove it!!

I think I m Useless...

haiz..i hv rest for almost three mths d...Wat actually i did in these 3 mths...i also dunno...Da life after secondary sch really different huh..All my frens r doin+busying with their own thgs.Now,only i understand(understand in my heart only)da feeling...i m quite bored with my life,everytime also the same thg(eg:go to dad's shop,sit at home,watching tv....)Wat a Bored Life?
Luckkily....now i hv someone who can accompany me,he is my bf...HAHA...he full up half of my time everytime...Thanks a lot...Muackss...then i dont feel tht boring d....erm,tomoro..gurl gurl n mic r going to hv fun at sunway lagoon..i wanted to go...really hoped tht i can b there also.but u n me know tht,if my mum say i cannot go means cannot go la...Coz she is EVERYTHIHG..damn!!
Okay la,i wanna stop here d..C ya,good nite,every1....

Trip 2 Cameron Highland...

Quite sleepy to wake up early in the morning(4 something)...But then i felt very happy coz i went v the 3 sons's family+Uncle Leeky.Okay,on the way to our destination to C.H,we stopped at the tempat perhentian at Tapah.We rest there for a while coz my daddy wanna add petrol(add petrol means minum Nescafe)before we continue jalan.And then i sawe him lo...The eldest son.He is very freindly,he give him a smile then i reply him a smile too.^^I think he talk to me too(forgotten d).Then my mum ask me top bring uncle leeky's daughter to toilet.Okay lo,i bring her to toilet.Manatau,the time she come out from the toilet,maybe bcoz of too excited or dunno wat,her daughther fall down straight to the floor.Walao!! Very Nervous that time!!

Number 1-I have the RESPONSIBILITY to look after her.

NUmber 2-I dunno wat will they think of me coz i jaga her sampai she fall down coz they all saw it.

Nasib Baik...She din cry or else i will start to feel headache d..Thx..Then we go on to C.H.After bout dunno hw many hours,we reach out destination d.Manatau,we have to stay outside the room coz got another family hven check out coz we reach earlier mar...Nvr Mind lo..we have some mee goreng while waiting for those ppl to check out.

*STILL GOT A BIG PART TO SAY,SO I SHORTCUT A BIT.*

Then we go to visit my favorite fruits,StaWbeRry:)Ntg special happen there.Then second plce to visit is cactus farm.I feel very boring there coz everytime we visit the same place but bcoz of they all never go there bfore so we bring them there lo...hee^^ The cactus there are still the same..Ntg special but the funniest thing is the little gurl(daughter of uncle Leeky).She shouted so loud and we all thought tat something seroius happened BUT THEN....she was pura pura one,she touched the torns of cactus and then shouted bocz of pain..She is so naughty and cute at the same time..Haaha..And then we took photo v the flowers n catus.Oh ya,the 3 sons ler..their mother asked us(the young one)to take photo together.We all felt shy n shocked at the same time.But then at last we got photo together also....^^
After tht,we went to the temple and then we go back to resort/chalet??
at night,we had steamboat.wah,so good,so nice,so tastee....supsup...LOVE IT!!
then,we go to ktv lo...the time for my sis to show off!!haha!!The eldest son keke 1..he told us tht he dunno hw to sing songs but then every songs we played he knew to sing 1...Kinda suprising..his voice not bad,haha...He introduced himself to me when we played 'pu ke pai' juz nw(before hving steamboat)after tht,ntg special d lo...

the 2nd day
My mum woke me up..She said she wanna go kebun to buy the vegetables.Then we all faster 'cha cha lam' gosok gigi then we go straight to kebun d.I m so suprised,all the 3 sons sudah siap n wait for us at dinind room.I remembered tht they slept late last nite coz i was the the fastest who went to bed among 6 of us.Then we bertolak d,go 1 by 1..see vegetables..When we talked rite,the air came out from our mouth is white colour 1..haha..so Happy...the amount of vegetables my mum bought this year was just 1/6 of past years.Hehe..So little..After all,we went to BOH.The road to BOH to only available for one car to drive on.So,we can listen to the sound of horns:"PO PO"!!We had a cup of tea there and then 6 of us tak sabar to walk on the tea farm d.Haha..We ask for my mum's permission then we climbed on the tea farm d..Wohoo!! Its so so so...."chuan".But i was so suprised tht the 3 sons.They r very very king!!They just a little 'chuan'from down to the highest level.Me ler,no need to say 1,from down till the highest level,"chuan" till dunno hw to say.My mum lagi funny,she said dhe wanna followed us to the highest level,manatau,tak sampai separuh,just a few steps,she said she betahan d.then she went down to drink tea wow..haha...funny la..Then the eldest son asked me hw many times i climb this farm then i told him bout 5 time lo,then he got shocked wor..haha...^^
then we went to bee's farm.then i explain to him tat the bee in bee's farm won't stung us one coz he was like dunno bout tht.see,i m so good!! Educating the others..HAHA!! mUka tembok..then they all bought honey there lo...then we went back to the resort to pack our luggage b4 we went back.we bertolak from C.H at 2.40pm.its was raining all the way,we r so scared coz the water flow jus bside us,i scared tht flood o tanah runtuh will happen.Thx Buddha,we reached home safely.still got a bit incident tht happened la..but i m lazy to say nw...too long d...

My Chinese New Year Wish~

Yeah!! I m very happy that Chinese Mew Year is Coming~
I m waiting for angpau..same like gurl furl,HAHA!!
This year,i m a bit different! Last time,i will have wishes when only on my birthday..This year i got only 1 wish only...I m not greedy..Huhu..
I hope that gurl gurl+mummy stay healthy and happyily..other than that,no more d...
haha,1 more la...I hope that no more wars in this world so that we all can live happily...OKay la,that's all..

"HapPy ChineSe New YeaR To All My Friends,
After Chinese New Year,All the 'Shui' Go Away!!
All the LUCK Come to Us!!
Happy OX Year!!"

Sincerely from,
Stephanie
Ping^^
2009

Its my fault...Its just because of a word,i've lead you to think of something that u want to forget about...this is the first time,i feel so so so sad to my friend..I am speechless now..and i keep on asking myself:" Why i said those to u?"And now,i can't change anything...Just i hope i can 'awake' from my mistake..
I hv scolded myself,hw can i?? Now the time is 11.20pm...R u sleeping?If yes,good night...If no,sleep earlier..I gonna cry d......
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