Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Hye! Do u know at this time,at this moment.at this minute,at this second,i really really really really ANGRY? Please la, i thought you are big enough, you are able to think properly,but you dissapointed me not only once...Sometimes i feel tired for being with you,but i still telling myself not to lose my hand,you know why? Because I love you! Its just that simple. Why you want to misunderstood me? I already tried my best to not to be so close with my friends(boys),because i know you don't like it. Okay,fine! I always try to build a gap between guys and me, i never cross the gap..If yes, i would definately tell myself to stop doing that because i feel guilty whe i face you. In fact, you said Mr.A 'an lian'me. After i checked, i can 100+1% comfirm with you, he do not an lian me,in fact,he an lian other girl,not me okay?! When i call you and trying to explain to you, you say you are not talking about me,but i remember vividly in the message, you said he an lian me..You straight away hang off my call but i haven't finish my explanation,this made me feel angry because firstly, you are no manner and secondly, how could you said this to me? You make feel like i am going crazy. I don't like people to misunderstood me especially you. You know you are such an important guy for me and i never want to lose you. My feelings now are so complicated, you thought you could solve everything by turning off your handphone. If you think so,its okay..i will ask you to go on...
Friday, February 26, 2010
东禅寺，我与你无缘。。
今年的新年到现在都没到东禅去，原因很多:不是因为没有时间,就是读书..今天原本跟妈妈计划要去那里的,因为刚好我妹妹在那里当义工,想过去那里看看走走..那里每年都布置到很漂亮,有一排排红红的的灯笼,有色彩缤纷的灯,有很多美丽的花,有很多我以前的朋友也有很多美好的回忆..但是今年我去不成..今年妈妈约凯一家人去,其实我已料到他不能去了..他有很多功课要赶..说真的,知道他不去时,一度我不能接受.但是想想,这种事情我还会一直遇到,如果我每一次都不能接受的话,那么痛苦的人是我.不能一起去是一个事实,即使我再怎样不开心他也不能去不是吗?所以聪明的我决定不要去想这么多了..今年去不成还有明年啊..哈哈(不懂这个笑代表什么意思）。但是我又想，如果能去·。应该。。很开心.但，还是接受吧！其实我现在心情很矛盾，EMO-ING啊。。无论如何，只想告诉自己，别再哭了..jiayou=)
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Delta,HQ
Does any sweet memories appears? Yea,i do...at Delta HQ.I have stepped my first step to Delta this Monday,taking PA under Mr.Ponnusamy.The feelings are different...Now,i go there once a week,and all my friends are totally different too..they are mostly from High School..I missed last time,where we went there earlier before the class started and hang out with my gang(Mummy,Gurl gurl,Nanny,Safwan,Joanne,Cecelia and many more)
Now,my friends are not there already,some of them go to college,some go to goverment school,all of us separate d...Miss them so much...every side,every corner in Delta makes me reflash to the past..we sat at the hall,reading,eating,talking,playing,taking photos and so on...and somemore sumpah wan to be the best achiever in year 2008,with my big big picture on the board...mana tau,belakang punya pun tak jadi...PA class is at room 14,remember room 14?the class we used for Maths and Physic(if i m not mistaken la)
i look at the row we usually sit,yuha,me,gurl gurl,see kai...wah...suddenly feel very sad...
If we were still in f5,wasn't it good?At least,it is never a difficulty for us to meet up.....at Delta!!
Now,my friends are not there already,some of them go to college,some go to goverment school,all of us separate d...Miss them so much...every side,every corner in Delta makes me reflash to the past..we sat at the hall,reading,eating,talking,playing,taking photos and so on...and somemore sumpah wan to be the best achiever in year 2008,with my big big picture on the board...mana tau,belakang punya pun tak jadi...PA class is at room 14,remember room 14?the class we used for Maths and Physic(if i m not mistaken la)
i look at the row we usually sit,yuha,me,gurl gurl,see kai...wah...suddenly feel very sad...
If we were still in f5,wasn't it good?At least,it is never a difficulty for us to meet up.....at Delta!!
Saturday, October 31, 2009
TANGO‘s teori,here I cOme...
听人家说，爱情就好比跳Tango这样。。怎么说呢？首先，Tango是由两个人跳的，跟爱情一样，是两个人的事。。如果多了一个人，Tango就跳不成了。。Tango的跳法靠的是两人的默契的，这并非是一件简单的事因为两个舞者必须相依相靠，这样才能把Tango跳的好。。在感情生活上，情侣也需要默契和相依相靠才能把感情维持下去。有听过‘人生如戏，戏如人生’吗？在这个情况下，我把它改为‘人生如歌，歌如人生’，这是特地用来形容Tango和感情的。。当歌曲响起时，舞者就开始舞动身子，直到歌曲停的那一刻，那将会是很完美，很perfect的performance。感情也一样啊，歌开始了就好比情侣开始他们的恋爱；-从开始慢慢发展到最后结婚，那将会是歌曲的停点，一样是perfect的。最重要的一样，当舞者在跳Tango时，他们总是你进一步，我退一步；我退一步，你进一步的。爱情也是一样的道理，两个不同的人在一起相处，难免会为了生活上的一点小事而起冲突。在这个时候，我们必须发挥Tango的精神，互相礼让，你进时，我退一步；我进时，你退一步，这样生活就会少了争执，幸福美满的生活就是你的啦！还有，在吵架时，也要运用Tango's teori咯。。
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Bukit Cahaya,Shah Alam
我一直很想去Bukit Cahaya叻。。。所以有感而发，将它作为我的blog的题目。。我一直都没有机会去·。。。很讨厌的咯。。。听说那里很漂亮，有山有水。。又可以骑脚踏车。。哇！实在太爽了。。现在回想起，我已经很久没有做运动了！！哈哈。。。不知道我的手手脚脚有没有生锈了呢..我班上的朋友跟我说她去到‘闲’了，好羡慕她。。希望有一天能和大伙们一起去放松一下，玩一下。。增进感情。。你们有谁想去吗？还是也和我的朋友一样，去到‘闲’了？
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Yes,I'm Back !!
不知道是不是放下了，现在的我不会像前阵子这样抗拒blogspot了。以前我害怕开blog因为怕我的手会不知觉又去click那个blog..还好，我现在还算okay了。哇！！实在太久没blogging了，手指好像生锈这样，不过这也不出奇，每个人都这样啦（我个人觉得啦）哈哈！先说我的电脑先啦。我有webcam了咯，所以可以常常跟我的男朋友谈天，不过也不可以每天啦，因为他的弟弟也要用电脑的嘛，所以自己‘醒目’啦，哈哈！还有，做了很多东西。。现在我用电脑不用这样pek chek了咯。suppose现在我手里拿着书啃的，但是sorry lo我现在是手不离键盘，嘀嗒嘀嗒地。。。嗯，知道啦。。不用说。你们最近还好吗？先在大家各忙各的，读书的读书，paktoh的paktoh，还有什么叻？暂时想不到contoh,haha..XD 不懂现在的我们还想不想以前这样叻,总是这样天真。。这个问题大家想想吧。。
噢，对！还没跟大家说一下前几天我去interview SPA的事。。星期三早上是一个很美的早上（不懂我为什么会这样觉得,反正对我来说每个早上都一样的啦)我爸爸妈妈带我去。。原本是一个很好的早上哪里知道，爸爸妈妈吵架了，爸爸忘了时间，妈妈已经跟爸爸说好了的，八点开始的，爸爸还要去setia alam吃，那是已经是七点多了，爸爸就说根本赶不及，这里去putrajaya要一个小时多，而且我们还不懂在哪里，到那里了还要找一下地方。爸爸怪妈妈没跟他讲可是妈妈昨晚已经跟他商量过了，时间也是爸爸自己定的，现在他又说这样，我很矛盾，不知道要帮数说话。他们两个在车上吵吵下，爸爸竟然说不要去了，不是他不要载我去，而是赶不到去。。妈妈竟然也说不要去，我当时整个人傻掉。" huh,不要去？？！"爸爸问我可不可以不要去，我无奈地说；“不用紧啦”然后就静静地低头看着下面。。车就这样移动了。。但还好，佛陀庇佑我！爸爸不是回家，是走highway，哇！！我又有希望了，我也有信息他，他一路上一直鼓励我，他说这是我失而复得的机会，叫我要好好把握机会，他支持我。到一路上我一直看手表，很怕迟到，被取消资格。一路上停了很多次，问路咯，不是上厕所，哈哈！！终于到了，我对自己说要加油，你得机会来了。看下时间，迟到几分钟，还好，没怎样，很顺利地去考试，考试的部分不难，因为根本不是什么考试来的，只是叫你回答，ya/tidak。最糟糕是要用铅笔涂黑，我只带了钢笔，没带铅笔，就厚着脸皮举手跟负责人讲咯，还好有位朋友借了我一只铅笔，他应该就是佛陀的化身吧，全场的人没有一个要有多余的铅笔，只有他有，真的是谢谢他! 考完后才是正式的面试，号码拿了，我就等咯，我拿5011，第十一个。下一个就到我了，喔很怕，真的很怕，怕到脚的muscle好像在抖这样，不之脚，就连手和身体都在都抖。妈妈陪我讲话，我知道他的目地是为了要分散我的紧张，可是当时我根本讲不出话。我甚至有想过放弃的念头，想马上走人了的。可是想到今天早上的事，我差一点没去还有他对我的期待，我坚持一定要撑下去！终于到我的turn了，妈妈陪我走到门口，我深呼吸一下，跟自己说加油就进去了。里面有两个人，一男一女。他们开始问我了。The conversations is written below:
A(Women) :Chong Huey Ping,bolehkah saya panggil anda Chong?atau Ping?
Me :Watever!!
A :Anda boleh memperkenalkan diri anda dan keluarga.
Me :huh?
A :Memperkenalkan diri anda dan keluarga.
Me :Bolen ulang lagi sekali ar?
B(Man) :Memperkenalkan kamu dan juga ahli keluarga anda.
Me(gigil):Oh,introduce myself is it?Okay.Nama saya Chong Huey Ping,umur 18,sekarang belajar di f6 High School Klang,saya ada seorang adik prempuan,saya tinggal bersama ibu bapa saya.Sudah habis cakap.
A :Kalau boleh,semua cakap dalam bahasa.
Me :Bahasa?bahasa inggeris ar?
A :Bukan,bhs melayu sbb sekarang semua jabatan kerajaan gun bhs melayu.
Me :oh,okay.
And then they started asking me questions.the arragement of question had been mixed up,coz i forgot d.
A :Ping,adakah anda berminat blm bidang jururawat?
Me :(smile)tak.saya tak minat.
A :kalau kamu minat,saya boleh rekomed kamu jadi jururawat,kerana sekarang jawatan yg kamu mohon ni tiada'space'.
Me :oh,tapi saya mmg tak suka.
A :Siapakah Menteri Kementerian Kesihatan M'sia?
Me :Dato Liao Chiong Lai (straight away translate from chinese)haha
A :Dato Liao Tiong Lai.
Me :oh.
B :Hafal Pukun Negara.
Me :Kepercayaan kpr Tuhan.Keya.....(then i stopped,coz i was gaving the defination of it)haha..Moral... saya terpula.saya sgt cemas sekarang.
B :Jgn cemas,jusr relax.
Me :eh,eh....eh.....kesopanan dan kesusilaan,kedaulatan undang-undang.
A :eh,sekarang boleh ingat,tadi tak boleh ingat.haha...
A :Apakah yg anda tahu dgn piramid makanan?
Me :oh,food piramid.lapisan terbawah ialah carbohydrate...........bla bla bla...wat i know is i gave her all the info in english,even though i was told by them not to use english in the interview.
A :Nama Perdana Menteri ke-1 sampai ke-5.
Me :(laughing when i was answering) Tunku Abdul..........
A :Kenapa kamu ketawa pula?
Me :tak ade la
A :siapa Timbalan PM?
me :saya terlupa la..haha
B :katalah tangan saya terluka dan ade kayu kat dlm,dlm gmbr x ray,kamu boleh nampak kayu tak?
Me :tak boleh,lita hanya boleh nampak ada brg kat dlm,tak boleh nampak kayu kat dlm.
B :kalau metal boleh nampak?
Me :boleh.
B :katakan tgn saya patah,merujuk krd gmbr x ray,macam mana kamu tahu thg saya patah.
Me :tgn kita ada 1 tulang yg mencantum,kalau kita nampak tulang itu patah,so tgn sudah patah la.
B :kamu tau tak dinding x ray diperbuat drp apa?
Me :tak tau.
B :dinding nya sgt special,but drp lead.
Me :oh,lead.
A :Baik,terima kasih.anda boleh keluar skrg.
this was my interview la.very long n siens ler..haha..thanks for finish reading.if u felt tired,i m sorry la,i tell in details nia...haha
=)
from,
Stephanie
噢，对！还没跟大家说一下前几天我去interview SPA的事。。星期三早上是一个很美的早上（不懂我为什么会这样觉得,反正对我来说每个早上都一样的啦)我爸爸妈妈带我去。。原本是一个很好的早上哪里知道，爸爸妈妈吵架了，爸爸忘了时间，妈妈已经跟爸爸说好了的，八点开始的，爸爸还要去setia alam吃，那是已经是七点多了，爸爸就说根本赶不及，这里去putrajaya要一个小时多，而且我们还不懂在哪里，到那里了还要找一下地方。爸爸怪妈妈没跟他讲可是妈妈昨晚已经跟他商量过了，时间也是爸爸自己定的，现在他又说这样，我很矛盾，不知道要帮数说话。他们两个在车上吵吵下，爸爸竟然说不要去了，不是他不要载我去，而是赶不到去。。妈妈竟然也说不要去，我当时整个人傻掉。" huh,不要去？？！"爸爸问我可不可以不要去，我无奈地说；“不用紧啦”然后就静静地低头看着下面。。车就这样移动了。。但还好，佛陀庇佑我！爸爸不是回家，是走highway，哇！！我又有希望了，我也有信息他，他一路上一直鼓励我，他说这是我失而复得的机会，叫我要好好把握机会，他支持我。到一路上我一直看手表，很怕迟到，被取消资格。一路上停了很多次，问路咯，不是上厕所，哈哈！！终于到了，我对自己说要加油，你得机会来了。看下时间，迟到几分钟，还好，没怎样，很顺利地去考试，考试的部分不难，因为根本不是什么考试来的，只是叫你回答，ya/tidak。最糟糕是要用铅笔涂黑，我只带了钢笔，没带铅笔，就厚着脸皮举手跟负责人讲咯，还好有位朋友借了我一只铅笔，他应该就是佛陀的化身吧，全场的人没有一个要有多余的铅笔，只有他有，真的是谢谢他! 考完后才是正式的面试，号码拿了，我就等咯，我拿5011，第十一个。下一个就到我了，喔很怕，真的很怕，怕到脚的muscle好像在抖这样，不之脚，就连手和身体都在都抖。妈妈陪我讲话，我知道他的目地是为了要分散我的紧张，可是当时我根本讲不出话。我甚至有想过放弃的念头，想马上走人了的。可是想到今天早上的事，我差一点没去还有他对我的期待，我坚持一定要撑下去！终于到我的turn了，妈妈陪我走到门口，我深呼吸一下，跟自己说加油就进去了。里面有两个人，一男一女。他们开始问我了。The conversations is written below:
A(Women) :Chong Huey Ping,bolehkah saya panggil anda Chong?atau Ping?
Me :Watever!!
A :Anda boleh memperkenalkan diri anda dan keluarga.
Me :huh?
A :Memperkenalkan diri anda dan keluarga.
Me :Bolen ulang lagi sekali ar?
B(Man) :Memperkenalkan kamu dan juga ahli keluarga anda.
Me(gigil):Oh,introduce myself is it?Okay.Nama saya Chong Huey Ping,umur 18,sekarang belajar di f6 High School Klang,saya ada seorang adik prempuan,saya tinggal bersama ibu bapa saya.Sudah habis cakap.
A :Kalau boleh,semua cakap dalam bahasa.
Me :Bahasa?bahasa inggeris ar?
A :Bukan,bhs melayu sbb sekarang semua jabatan kerajaan gun bhs melayu.
Me :oh,okay.
And then they started asking me questions.the arragement of question had been mixed up,coz i forgot d.
A :Ping,adakah anda berminat blm bidang jururawat?
Me :(smile)tak.saya tak minat.
A :kalau kamu minat,saya boleh rekomed kamu jadi jururawat,kerana sekarang jawatan yg kamu mohon ni tiada'space'.
Me :oh,tapi saya mmg tak suka.
A :Siapakah Menteri Kementerian Kesihatan M'sia?
Me :Dato Liao Chiong Lai (straight away translate from chinese)haha
A :Dato Liao Tiong Lai.
Me :oh.
B :Hafal Pukun Negara.
Me :Kepercayaan kpr Tuhan.Keya.....(then i stopped,coz i was gaving the defination of it)haha..Moral... saya terpula.saya sgt cemas sekarang.
B :Jgn cemas,jusr relax.
Me :eh,eh....eh.....kesopanan dan kesusilaan,kedaulatan undang-undang.
A :eh,sekarang boleh ingat,tadi tak boleh ingat.haha...
A :Apakah yg anda tahu dgn piramid makanan?
Me :oh,food piramid.lapisan terbawah ialah carbohydrate...........bla bla bla...wat i know is i gave her all the info in english,even though i was told by them not to use english in the interview.
A :Nama Perdana Menteri ke-1 sampai ke-5.
Me :(laughing when i was answering) Tunku Abdul..........
A :Kenapa kamu ketawa pula?
Me :tak ade la
A :siapa Timbalan PM?
me :saya terlupa la..haha
B :katalah tangan saya terluka dan ade kayu kat dlm,dlm gmbr x ray,kamu boleh nampak kayu tak?
Me :tak boleh,lita hanya boleh nampak ada brg kat dlm,tak boleh nampak kayu kat dlm.
B :kalau metal boleh nampak?
Me :boleh.
B :katakan tgn saya patah,merujuk krd gmbr x ray,macam mana kamu tahu thg saya patah.
Me :tgn kita ada 1 tulang yg mencantum,kalau kita nampak tulang itu patah,so tgn sudah patah la.
B :kamu tau tak dinding x ray diperbuat drp apa?
Me :tak tau.
B :dinding nya sgt special,but drp lead.
Me :oh,lead.
A :Baik,terima kasih.anda boleh keluar skrg.
this was my interview la.very long n siens ler..haha..thanks for finish reading.if u felt tired,i m sorry la,i tell in details nia...haha
=)
from,
Stephanie
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
New skul Life:(
well,i m now studying for form 6 at high sch klg...i m nw in the class 6B3..its bio first class la..but then i wan to change to art stream...i m going to choose history,econs and bm after this...hate form 6 la...this is the first week i been at tht sch...so the this week also considered as our orientation week..the president and the committee of the orientation week all very fierce...shouted at us...somemore wat new sch culture..mesti menghormati cikgo n all the seniors..if v see any seniors o committee o president o teachers must wish them good morning,bla bla bla....wat stupid sch is it?forcing students to b like this...and we hvnt started being play by the comittee ler...they will play us ask us to beg on them n so on...buy chocolate,lolipop.....to pens n so on la...haizz..really hate tht la....dun like form 6...first day schooling already got hw...today lagi...the bil teacher gave us a ques ask us to write a full page of full scape paper-what is Biology?then u write la..wat u think bout bio...and another ques-describe characteristic/process of livinf organisms carry out.wat ques like this...no books to refer,no clues...haiz...jus wrote lo...bla bla bla...the teacher do her own things and ask us to write these...then pass up to her...pengajian am the teacher very boding la,summore u know wat he say when the student asked him question...kalau tak silap saya...teacher can ragu ragu one ar??cant tahan...chemistry got 41 chapters to do...assesment...haizz..hate la!! no mood to write d la...
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